2nd week of so called sch holidays.. beginning to feel v lost.... the stone in my heart is growing heavier.. finally someone called me for interview tml.. WDA, if short-listed, I will need to sign a year bond! ARH! i hate bond, but i like gov job so hw? i;m so vexed.. haiz... as if still not enuff.. I;m down with flu! shit.. kp sneezing n thoart kinda itchy! haiz....... More vexed.
I am sure a loser.. dun koe wat i wan though.. haiz I dun koe why i have the mindset of.. new job, new enviroment, new people... I CANT COPE! i m so paranoid abt it.. I scare I cant handle.. the past phobia is still with me! I;m so miserable...... ARH! Where is the confident and optimistic Amylia? Where? hw do i change my mindset? Haiz...... I totally disgusted by myself......
Seeing other people coping so well in their jobs, can I? hw to? ARH!........
Interview.. Interview... is the time to promote myself again.. HAiz........
Miserable Soul.
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